Hate Love (I Hate That I Love You)

love_hateI hate that I love you…
Those lips, that smile, your pretty face,
Because when times get hard and I have nowhere to turn
I find myself right back in the same place,
Not able to disengage myself
For the love being so strong
But it seems as if in the end
I’m only doing myself the harm,

I hate that I love you…
Strong words but yet so true,
Every time I find myself breaking away
I end up falling for the things you do,
You might send me a dozen roses
Professing sorrow for what you did
Or you might admit to your imperfections
Only to be released from your pending bid,

I hate that I love you…
I don’t feel the love is reciprocated enough,
You do enough things to show that you care
But sometimes that just isn’t enough
I can go out of my way to please you
Do everything in my power to be loyal
But yet you screw me over and over again
I hate the fact that I don’t mean more to you,

I hate that I love you…
It won’t allow me to be stronger,
Your presence presents a weakness
Not allowing me to withhold any longer
Inside of me I get a feeling
Fear of going through life alone
Neglecting the hurt and pain I’ve been through
Just wanting someone to call my own,

I hate that I love you…
It’s not just a saying; it’s the way that I feel,
I gave you precious moments of my life
And in return, you gave me a raw deal
You woo’d me with the material things
A substitution for your unconditional love
You impersonated someone whom I eventually fell for
And now I’m beginning to hate love,

I hate that I love you…
You’ve done damage too severe to repair,
No matter how far I seem to get away from you
Something always happens to bring you near
It’s as if you gave up on the fight rounds too soon
Leaving me to take on the battle by my lonesome
Not knowing that the fighter from deep down within
Would keep punching to survive to remain wholesome

I hate that I love you…
But falling in love with you will be forever engraved
You’ve showed me things that I’ve never imagined
You were a part of some of my most glorious days
I can’t take away what we’ve accomplished
I can’t do away with what we’ve become
But in all of the things we’ve been through
I now hate that I love………………….you.

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3 responses to “Hate Love (I Hate That I Love You)”

  1. sunnydelyte21 says :

    Oh yes.. I love this poem. I know that feeling all to well.

    Like

  2. chrysantha says :

    … going through it right now!

    Like

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